hello weekday.

this weekend was a very relaxing one. i love that i have a job, but i love it that i also get the summer off to sleep in or do whatever i want. its really great.

there is only one highlight from this weekend. sunday was a great day. worship hit so close to home as we sang Leeland "follow you" and then i read it. a facebook message from an unexpected place.

i love my high school girls. seriously, nothing brings me more joy than to see them becoming amazing young women of God. they are accomplishing things that, looking back, i wish i could have at their age. their impact is going to be so great on this world, i just know it.

i always wonder the impact i have on these girls. i wonder if what i'm doing really matters in the grand scheme of things. and honestly, i've wrestled with God about that. trying to discern if this is really where he wants me at this point in my life. i know he put Asia on my heart, but he also put ministering to high school girls on my heart. i have come to a place now, where i know that God wants me to do both. he has shown extreme favor in each area, and i am so thankful.

sunday, i received a message from one of my girls. she told in the message of the impact i've had on her and that she would miss me and be praying for me. it brings me to tears every time i think about it. i never thought that over the past 3 years i would have that much of an impact. it humbles me.

i love asia. i know that God wants me to be a light there. but for right now, God has me exactly where he needs me. and i am delighted to be here.