last week/this week was and is going to be hard. with my grandpa's passing last week, and my dad's open heart surgery this week, i am sure it will take a toll on me physically and emotionally. but even in all that, i am so glad for the opportunities to share Jesus with people.
the more i live out life, the more i find the humanity of it all. life is so temporary and fragile. in one instant you can be gone...without a say or without warning.
we spend so much time worrying about how our dad treated us when we were younger, and how much money we make, and what we will eat for dinner.
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Matthew 6:28-34
13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
Colossians 3:13
if you look through the entire Bible, God provided for everyone who believed in Him. the Matthew passage always gets me. if God cares enough about the birds, how much more does He love and care for me? holy cow! not only am i made in His image, not only did He send His only Son to die for my sins, He, on top of all that (which is already enough), provides for my every need. anything. seriously, i could not have asked for a better life.
so, if God does this all for me, in my very human state, He does it for everyone i come in contact with. that means, the bagger at the grocery store, or the teller at the bank, or the barista at starbucks. God loves each and every one of us, sent His ONLY Son to die for us, and provides for us daily? there is nothing or no one i would rather follow than Jesus Christ.
He. Is. It.